Being alone was all I wanted,
take time to read,to watch,to sing,to listen
anything I want ,without anyone giving me ‘the look’
Now all these years later I sit here,on the ground,
with my books that have long gathered dust between their worn out pages,
my songs that the walls recite,
lyrics that refuse to come out of my tired lips
And I realize what was once my castle,is now my coffin
-How can you smile,when all you known is to scream?
They told me to fight the norms
I sharpened my nails into claws for that
They told me not to bite back my words
I whet my tongue into a sword for that
They told me to put my emotions behind a smile
I grinded my teeth into fangs for that
I fought my way to the top,bestowing lethal blows
to anyone against me,abandoning those dawdling lackeys
Didn’t look back once,till I reached the top
I turned around exhausted,blood in my tongue and fangs
inside each of my ten fingernails
And then you called me a monster
-How am I a monster?
Love isn’t an essential emotion
you need envy to be motivated,anger to achive,
fear to fight your way through life,happiness to look forward to,
sadness to leave things behind
my parents didn’t love me,
my friends always used me,
I didn’t get love all my life,
And I grew up just fine
I tucked myself in to a corner,made myself all pretty for those around me
put on a smile so bright that people won’t ever see my darkness
Years went by,now I’m struggling to remember where I put myself
-And when I do,will it be there still?
Give yourself a break.
you can’t put together broken pieces if you’re crying
take a step back,take a breathe
before you fix your self back up
“Love,the divine force of all.I never understood how people fall into an obvious trap,even I couldn’t come up with such a pretty lie and they call me cunning”
the fox mocked,swishing it’s tail.
“What do you know about love?”
the wolf said,glancing up at his moon.
Why do we cry?
because we hope one day our tears will drown us and we’ll be free
Why do we scream?
’cause we hope it drowns out the voices in our heads
Then why do we laugh?
That’s the question we all want answer to
Reach,as far as you can,cause one day you’ll be glad you did
I built myself a beautiful cage,adorned it with cold-hearted, sarcastic rage,
Placed in it my gentle heart- all despondent and tattered , Told myself I could get out anytime I wanted, yet when I tried to open the door, I found that I had the wrong key
-and now I’m begging to reach ashore